Lil

We were so close at one point and i wish everything we went through never happened, even when it was happening. I wish things wouldve stayed offline so u didnt deal with bullying even before we met. I wish i told u i love u more often. I wish i wouldve sat at the end of your bed and talked to you longer. I wish i squeezed u tighter. I wish we would’ve did girls night more often. I wish we could laugh so hard our stomachs hurt again. I wish we became even closer so then maybe we would’ve never had a falling out. I wish i could go back and change a million things but i cant and i hope thats a lesson to every single one of you. Its a lesson im having to learn the hard way. No matter the circumstances. No matter the hurt they caused you. No matter if you’re mad at them rn. No matter if u caused the rift. PLEASE mend it. Let it go. Apologize. Let them know we’re all just human and you still love them before its too late. Im so so sorry tay that we ended the way we did. You didnt deserve this. I think ill be in shock forever. I never stopped loving you taylor and i never will. Im beating myself up for not mending it when i couldve and letting the hurt take over. Id tell u im sorry and i love you a millions times over again if i could. i hope Jesus gives me that chance some day. I wish i could hug u cam. I got to witness such an incredible love and the devotion you had to her. You didn’t deserve this. Jaden and I never stopped loving you or caring about you. I hope you can forgive me for being in a battle with taylor this past year. I never in a million years wanted that. Friends family followers. She loved you. Every single one of you. So damn much. Just know that. We will never forget about you taylor.

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damned if i do and damned if i dont. You can say whatever u want about me being real and vulnerable so you could see my raw emotions during this time. Thats something MOST people dont have on any of these apps, everyones beyond fake and it shows. To start drama over someones death is diabolical! If i were the one in heaven i KNOW yall would be doing what yall are doing to us to her. So I’d just keep my mouth shut, take the time your using to be fake, sending hateful messages and embarrassing yourselves with the fake tears and the all of sudden bff friendship yall never had and buy the shirts, share the go fund me, and send beautiful messages to the family. Do something actually worth a flip. Truly you’re just showing your true colors. Make me out to be the bad guy, make it worse, times it by 100 and go hear it again! God knows the truth and everything I was put through thats all that matters. I’m here still trying to show grace and have a forgiving heart for someone that hurt me and the people I love, deeply. If thats bad I’m the worst person ever. I truly hope EVERYONE takes this time to reflect during this time as we are over here. lots of love lil <3

This is my “whats your baby look like” picture 🤭

some nfr outfit inspo from back in 22’ 🧡

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my handsome boy <3

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the cowboy that saved me

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a casket should never be that small 💔 @Titusthestrong the strongest of them all. I love you forever and ever