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I believe some things shouldnt be said out loud but this was AHA

Pharmacodynamics in my nightmares fr …. Affinity? Potency? Efficacy? Where’s the proof? Receptors are just sitting there waiting for ligands Sounds fake!

Two years ago, I found out I had cancer. Lately, my mental health has been a struggle—especially with extreme anxiety. It feels like I’m carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders, and I can’t seem to shake this overwhelming guilt. Guilt about having cancer, about the time I took off from school, and about being behind. Now that I’m back, I wish I had taken more time to work through everything before returning. I’m trying to be kind to myself, but I’ve never felt like this before. It’s odd because when I was diagnosed with cancer, it didn’t faze me at all. But now, I’m in university, completely overwhelmed by exam anxiety that feels crippling. I’m starting to realize that life is just weird. You’re not strong or weak, you’re just doing the best you can with what’s in front of you at the time. ❤️❤️❤️ #cancersurvivor #cancersucks #hodgkinslymphoma

This post feels insane but just wanted to be real😆 I was always scared that people would make fun of me and it took me almost a entire year to start looking like myself again. Thankful for remission