Replying to @Zestyman Questions answered in this video: 1. Is that pump thing on the outside? 2. Then why do you have it on a keychain? 3. Do you have to replace the saline solution? 4. How does the implant work internally? 5. How do you know when to stop squeezing? Please do your own research as medical science is constantly evolving. #bottomsurgery #phalloplasty #ftmtransgender #transmasc #gendereuphoria
@Leola Lula treating my RFF Phalloplasty scar with an enzyme mask. So satisfying watching my arm get glazed like a donut. #phalloplasty #bottomsurgery #ftmtransgender #scartreatment #transmasc
MORE PEOPLE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS. This is for educational purposes and to inform those who are thinking about #bottomsurgery #phalloplasty #ftmtransgender #transmasc #transmasculine
Replying to @Sonia If talking about this helps just one person feel less alone, then I’ll keep talking about it, as uncomfortable as it is. #exmormon #exmo #ftmtransgender #transmasc #transmasculine #dysphoria #byui
Thank you for everything @Both& Apparel 🫶🏽🏳️⚧️💔 Both& will not be producing any more clothing, so if you want something…head over now and stock your closet 😭 #ftmtransgender #transmasculine #transmasc #itsover
Replying to @andhernamewasDenise A short clip from my acting reel 🎬 This was from ABC’s Rebel when I played Andy Garcia’s son Mateo and got to work with Katey Sagal. LEGENDS! 🥹🙌🏽 Katey’s character was based on Erin Brockovich. We only got one season but I’ll always be so grateful. #ftmtransgender #transactor #transmasculine #transmasc
Start your hand therapy as soon as your surgeon clears you. This is vital for getting full mobility and strength back, as well as getting hand swelling down. This is for educational purposes and to help those preparing for bottom surgery: RFF Phalloplasty. #phalloplasty #bottomsurgery #ftmtransgender #transmasc #transmasculine
Guys, come on…I’m 30 years old. I’m a grown ash man. You know how mature I am. 🙄 #ftmtransgender #transmasculine #transmasc #gendereuphoria #helicopter #helicopterchallenge
I didn’t transition because it was “in.” Transitioning is not a trend. I didn’t transition because I wanted to experience transphobia and judgement from people who lacked empathy, sympathy or a sense of understanding ANY experience other than their own. I did not transition because I couldn’t wait to be harassed literally every day online for simply existing and trying to be happy like every other person on this planet is TRYING to do. I didn’t transition because I didn’t want to be a girl. I transitioned because I never was one. And I knew that someday I’d be strong enough to fight for a body that could match who I knew I was inside. I transitioned for that little boy who was forced to socialize as a girl. Forced to present in a way that felt so wrong, while everyone else around me got to be happy. I transitioned to stay alive. #gendereuphoria #ftmtransgender #transmasculine #transmasc #beforeafter
I feel like there were so many signs that I was trans, but apparently no one had a clue…? This is just a drop in the bucket 🙃 #ftmtransgender #transmasc #dysphoria #gendereuphoria
Softening and treating my RFF Phalloplasty scar. This is what a typical treatment with @Leola Lula looks like. It’s always a very comfortable, fun and relaxing experience. And of course, LGBTQIA+ friendly 😉🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 My scar has softened and lightened considerably and my graft is beginning to blend more into the surrounding skin. #ftmtransgender #bottomsurgery #phalloplasty #scartreatment #ledlight
Replying to @Aaron✨ Questions answered: 1. Did you go through all stages? 2. Are you happy with the aesthetic of it? 3. Who was your surgeon? 4. What happens in each stage? (This is what I chose, but you can mix and match) This is for educational purposes for those preparing for #phalloplasty #bottomsurgery and I advise you do your own research as medical science is constantly evolving. #ftmtransgender #transmasc #gendereuphoria
Taking a break from my usual content…. Enjoy this lump of chicken salad with me. I’m shocked people don’t ask me to cook more. 🤔 #chickensalad #cookingfail #transmasc #ftmtransgender
After my first session with @Leola Lula at Pansy Esthetics, I’m a believer. I just started treating my RFF scar with an alkaline wash and enzyme therapy and already seeing significant results. 😳 #phalloplasty #bottomsurgery #ftmtransgender #transmasc #scartreatment
Replying to @Ric_Freeman I used to be really nervous about this and being out in public. But it’s been easier than I thought. I don’t overthink it anymore. You don’t owe anyone an explanation ever 😎👍🏽 #phalloplasty #bottomsurgery #ftmtransgender #transmasc #transmasculine
I knew when I was very young. Some trans people don’t realize they’re trans until later in life. If they had gender affirming care introduced to them sooner, could it have made a difference? Not everyone knows right away. But if they do, they should be believed, respected, and should not be expected to endure unnecessary emotional distress. Which is what I went through. #ftmtransgender #protecttranskids #protecttransyouth #genderdysphoria #dysphoria #transmasc
I get this one a lot, but you know it’s a good question 👍🏽 (the big O) This is for educational purposes for those preparing for #phalloplasty #bottomsurgery and I advise you do your own research as medical science is constantly evolving. #ftmtransgender #transmasc #gendereuphoria #greenscreen