The most ironic part about all of this is that I don’t give myself the same advice & grace I would give you….I truly believe she will thrive no matter what I decide. The guilt and pressure I am putting on myself I know isn’t helping me or her….bleh such a mind game! #newbaby #postpartum #postpartumjourney #breastfed #breastfeeding #baby #breastfeedingjourney #newborn #fyp #foryou
Realizing I am scared to come across negative so I tend to avoid uncomfortable and hard feelings lately which isn’t that fair if I am trying to truly share life on here….especially my post partum experience… because I know it’s sharing the hard that results in the hope in the end ♥️
I just love him lollll Ain’t no tired like postpartum, newborn, toddler, breastfeeding tired but no…no honey I didn’t take a sleeping pill. Look at thing one and thing two 😂 #newbaby #baby #postpartum #postpartumjourney #ebf #breastfed #breastfeeding #breastfeedingjourney #newborn #motherhood #fyp #foryou
Sort of have myself in limbo right now and that is okay. Taking the pressure off the decision has allowed me to be more present! Stopping is so difficult no matter when you do! #postpartum #postpartumjourney #newbaby #breastfed #breastfeeding #baby #breastfeedingjourney #newborn #fyp #foryou
I can not believe this full circle moment…the deal we got for this was wildddd and the joy it’s bringing me postpartum makes it feel just on time!! #update #newcar #greenscreen
Let’s collect breast milk!! Woof today was rough….I am finding it so hard to collect with how busy and uncertain these days have been….feeling out of my habits and out of sorts and it is taking a toll! Just a few more days until daddy is home! #newbaby #baby #postpartum #postpartumjourney #ebf #breastfed #breastfeeding #breastfeedingjourney #newborn #fyp #foryou
A two year fight with Cayman complete with endless rounds of letrozole, 3 failed IUIs, a cancelled IUI & a miracle followed by more letrozole, four miscarriages, and a second miracle. Fought tooth and nail for these girls and I would do it all over again #infertility #infertilityjourney #pcos #miscarriage #miscarriages #lossmom #rainbowbaby